So. I've decided to include at least one picture in my posts. Why?
I noticed a huge jump in the traffic when I do post pictures. Obviously, you guys are here for the pretty pictures! So here I go!
This on the left is my big shot certificate. If you can't already tell, I took part in this competition called Chemistry Olympiad, which is quite similar to the Australian Chemistry Competition we have in Brunei, only way harder.
As it is so very hard, I only manage to make it to UK Round One. Impressive...much?
Well. On the bright side, at least I have something to add to my already bulky file of (probably useless) certificates. Round of applause, everyone!
Nicknames. I seem to have accumulate more of them here. As if I don't already have a lot! People used to call me things like Apple (because 'Ping' in chinese sounds like apple), Jennifer (Jennifer?! Gross!) and Jolice (no idea where that come from). Then when they finally settled for Jolene or Ping, a new one pops up again! And me like!
VIPs, call me Lene!
I'm not complaining! I really do like this new nickname! For your information, that's pronounced 'lean', not 'le-ni', thank you very much!
And yes. Only VIPs can call me Lene. Why? Well, because the person who first call me Lene was, you guessed it, a VIP! Thank you oh so much, gESTdragon! If you can't already tell, she's a G-Dragon fangirl too ^ ^
Was so happy typing away I almost forgot about this thing that has been nagging me since I got out of my second and last IELTS lesson just now. No, you didn't read it wrong. It really is my second and last lesson! My goodness!
So that means I paid £120 for two lessons and an exam?! I know things here tend to be more expensive but somehow I feel...cheated.
Maybe if I refused to pay my school bill that is valued at £200.20 then they will give me extra IELTS lessons. NOT. They are more likely to send loan sharks after me.
So I've got this pile of IELTS practice papers, a small hill of Chemistry revision notes to go thru, another small hill of Maths past papers and a humongous mountain of Geography notes to dig into. Life seemed a bit unfair now.
Will I come out of this war called A levels alive? >_< Goodness help me!
Title: G(you)Ri. Author: sunhi2016 - that's moi Disclaimer: I do not own BIGBANG and 2NE1. Blah. Genres: Drama/Angst/Romance Pairings: G-Ri. Summary/Synopsis: It's always hard to handle if you found out the deepest secret of your loved one.
Author's Note: PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU LIKE! >,<
It's his voice. The one I'll recognise any where. It's deep and it sounds worried. Worried about me? No way. No way the Heartbreaker song way. I must be hallucinating. Hearing his voice.
"Lene? Lene. Come on. Wake up."
No, this couldn't be happening. I'm dreaming, right? How could he be here? My eyelids fluttered open, even though I don't want them to. Afraid of shattering the dream. Afraid his delicious voice will fade away like a puff of smoke.
His face hovered over me. He looked worried. Let out a sigh when I looked back at him. Relief? No time to think. I squealed, hating my squeal, and moved away from him. Seriously, Jolene. You are so dumb. Why are you moving away from him? Isn't he the guy you claimed to be your husband?
Because. He is Kwon Jiyong! The superstar! And how can I not freak out? And how the hell did he know my nickname? How? What? Why...? ...OK, I'm confused.
He sighed again. "Lene." Shook his head. His perfect face frowning. "I brought you back from Seungri's. You...fainted."
Ehh...? I...fainted? Then I remembered what I saw before blacking out. Not something for my eyes. Not for anyone's eyes for the matter. And my heart shattered. Into a million shreds that pierce my whole body. It hurt. Oh, Jiyong oppa. You are such a heartbreaker. As expected, really, but why am I so sad...?
"Are you OK?" He asked. He sounded genuinely concerned. I couldn't worry him. No. Who am I to worry him, the superstar. I shook my head.
"OK." He looked around my dorm room uncomfortably. "I really should go now. Are you sure...?"
"I'm fine, Jiyong oppa. Thanks for worrying about me." That's right, Jolene. You are doing it right. Good girl. In a few moments, after he left, you can go as hysterical as you want. But only after he left.
He smiled. Turned to go. Stopped. "Well...see you around then."
"Jiyong oppa...?"
He stopped. Turned around. Looked at me questioningly.
"How...how did you know my name...?"
He smiled again. The teasing smile in the flesh. "Ah...Daesung told me." Then he was gone.
I stared at the door for...I don't know for how long. But I do know it was long enough for him to be far away enough not to hear my sobs. My wails. These ugly sounds I emitted from my throat. Oh god. I had never been in so much pain. Please. Make them go away. I want to forget. Forget what I saw at Seungri's house...it wasn't meant for me to see.
Nobody heard me. Nobody knows why I am in pain. Nobody here to unconditionally love me, comfort me like last time. Nobody.
I miss you, daddy. I know I am selfish, but I wish...I wish you were here...
So it's Lene's POV for chapter zero, but I promise some action in chapter one!!!
Just a quick notice first to let you guys know all posts related to K-pop will now be moved to The Lollidella ^^ So any posts to do with Rain and MBLAQ and YGE artists will now be posted there.
Sorry for the lack of proper updates, but I have been doing proper studying and catching up with school work so there's almost no time. I don't even update my Twitter properly anymore =(
I'm eating instant noodles right now because I missed the delicious Sunday brunch because my roommate decided to be mean and not wake me up. Why I can't wake up in the first place was partly her fault.
To be fair I feel more and more miserable sharing a room with her but I can't back out like I did last time because it's just not fair to her. I mean, a person has a certain level of tolerance and mine for her is just exhausted. I just have to tolerate the weeks before Easter holidays and not erupt on her before then. Sigh.
My mood right now is Look Only At Me, Part 2. Since I am also addicted to Lollipop 2 (more info here), so I might as well modify partner into part2er. Ha ha.
I gotta go now. More updates when I'm not so busy!
TOPIC 01: LOOK ONLY AT ME, PART2 This song by G-Dragon is my new favourite. The lyrics are so heartbreakingly beautiful, I can't help but cry when I watch this video. I don't want G-Dragon to go to jail~ (wails)
I don't know, I lost faith in him sometimes. VIPs told me AllKPop is biased, full of haters, bla-bla, but am I that easily influenced? I want him back on scene. To stand tall and proud and declare to Korea, to the whole world, he has done nothing wrong.
But...I don't know. I really want to believe in him. I really want to be like one of those fearless DCGD members and stand by him. I'm so confused. So when I found this video on YouTube and watch it...I feel...ashamed. I don't even think ashamed is the right word to describe what I feel.
I'm OK now. I will stand by G-Dragon, even if he go to jail. Because, as another GDfan told me, support is all he needs.
TOPIC 02: BoA, YOU ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE This is not trying to offend BoA or her fans, I mean, I am her fan also. It's not because I know G-Dragon is her fan, but I have listened to BoA since her debut, so I have literally been her fan from the very beginning.
As you will soon see in the picture below, the BoA MOTO poster, which also happens to be my favourite BoA poster, had unattached itself from the wall. This had happened too many times for me to count, and I am fed up with waking up in the middle of the night to put it back up after hearing a loud ripping sound.
Favourite poster or not, it's just not meant to be stuck on my wall. I'm taking it down today and rolling it up into one of my poster tubes.
TOPIC 03: YUI IN DETROIT METAL CITY? When I first saw this thread on YUI-Lover Forum, my initial reaction was WHAT?!
Turns out I shouldn't have worried. (I was imagining YUI performing on the same stage with Krauser II...scary thought) Another YUI fanatic, michelle_upm, had been very observant to notice YUI's I Loved Yesterday promo poster in a scene from DMC the Movie.
DMC is not recommended for minors (i.e. below 18), as it has explicit content and death metal is not exactly the kind of music genre you want to expose children to.
TOPIC 04: tYUIf IS ON THE SAME LIST AS BIGBANG & XIAXUE? I know this is only one person (NANA, thank you!) but this means a lot to me, the one and only webmistress of The YUI Fanatic (or tYUIf in short).
I have been running this website/blog for over three years, and seeing it turning up first on the list on search engines, watching people from other countries visiting tYUIf for information is a very incredible feeling.
Maybe there are many others out there linking to me, I don't know, but still I want to say a big thank you to my visitors. Without you guys, tYUIf will not stand as tall as it is today. ^^
09.01.2010 - Mass! Download!
TOPIC 01: YUI'S ALBUM RUMOURS So this has been circulating on YUI-Lover Forum pretty much all the time since December, but I didn't post it up because. They. Are. Just. Rumours. Frequent (and observant) visitors will notice I have added it to my little section of YUI discography on the About page. I did mark it as a rumour, though.
Until a new album is confirmed by Sony Music Japan, I will not say anything further on this matter. I'll of course keep you guys posted.
TOPIC 02: HISASHI KONDO DIARY (07.01.2010) translation Many credits go to Kagesou and mrsean!
'Who said your whole life is affected by your teenage times?'
When I try to move forward without thinking, some people advised me that 'balancing things in life is important' and 'there's no point if you damage your body from doing what you want' I'm sure you have had people say that to you before too.
Of course,
That is correct
We all know that, but in life, sometimes, you just want to do things, knowing you're just going to ruin yourself trying to accomplish your dreams come before taking care of yourself I'm sure you've experienced that. If you're studying to get into a good university right now might be this time for you.
Today, I opened this article saying 'Who said your whole life is affected by your teenage times?' Of course you have to study, but friends, activities, the person you like, you want to challenge new things which might open new paths in life and you hear yourself screaming to tell you to do these things 'Even when you think you're rushing doesn't matter, just keep going just take everything you have and go for it cause if you cant do that, then its all a lie.'
I think thats the message YUI wants to tell all of us The sound of the last single, "It's All Too Much" had the image of the movie mixed with guitar rock!! This time, the acoustic guitar is strumming 16th notes throughout the song and notice the electric guitar only appears in the main riff and the chorus. As far as having a vocal melody in the intro, it has been missing since "Merry-Go-Round" had the working title "Harajuku Song". At any rate, I feel this new song was able to combine the image of the early days with the new one. (old YUI + new YUI)
And the great thing about YUI is, with the exception of the second half of the verse and the bridge, even though the basic chord progression stays the same, she has the ability to write melodies that don't give you that feeling. I really respect that! The band members for this recording recording were the well-known Odakura Yuu!! The rhythm section of Backy and Imamura Mai graciously joined us.
1) YUI recording acoustic guitar
The recording was very enjoyable, and turned out great. Thank you very much!
The B-side recording, 'Muffler' is about a relationship from long ago, perhaps having fallen in love and the feeling of a time passing by this friend, who is wearing an unfamiliar muffler... It's winter, with New Year's and so on, I feel is a season for remembering (reminiscing about) your hometown (friends, family, etc) After working on the song for a bit, I asked the famous northa+, whom I have known for 20 years, to help me arrange the song. staying in the studio for a long time, talking on the phone really late at night, its a weird relationship, but I can really rely on her. After that, she dove into the song, layering the chorus, and YUI's idea began to blossom... also, working well with Yahagicchi, there was a wonderful atmosphere being created.
Finally, "It's All Too Much ~Acoustic Version~" I think it has a very different feel than the original song, and seems like you're listening it from another angle. Even the opening electric guitar riff from the single was played by another acoustic guitar, with the help of Kuro-chan. We tried to make this using 100% acoustic guitar. Please take a listen to this song, as well!
All three songs mixed by Tamanoi-kun! We requested Director Kubo do the MV.
Pretty soon you should be hearing these songs starting to be broadcast, right? Thank you very much.
Hisashi Kondo
oh and in Icchi☆-san's "Ai-no-aru" (There is Love) project series, This time, "Original Mug" While drinking something warm... Let's get through this winter.
dewa
TOPIC 03: I GOT AN OFFER FROM DURHAM! Just realised I haven't post this up on my blog. I am offered a place in the University of Durham! This actually happened on the 4th, so it's been like almost a week hahaha. Sorry guys, it just totally slipped my mind.
Well, the thing is I was talking to Amy Toh over the phone just now, because she was rejected by the University of Cambridge. From there we ended up talking about really weird stuff ranging from FaceBook to marrying the WuChun who I hate will all my life. OK, that was random.
Durham is offering me AAC, C for Geography which make me thank all my lucky, lucky stars. I'm still waiting, and hoping for offers from University of Leicester though. I really want to go there!
Lemme sing my little anthem again... Offers, offers, where art thou offers?
11.01.2010 - damn sleet, I want snow!
TOPIC 01: HISASHI KONDO DIARY (10.01.2010) translation Credits to Fujii Ituski for the translation!
A pleasantly cool sensation!!
Today, the sample for ⌈GLORIA⌋ arrived!!
Limited edition and regular edition!!
Icchi☆ Thank you!! It's almost time eh!!
Which reminds me!!
My Dokutsubo blog post on 7th January, the GLORIA/YUI report one,
Seems like people who are reading through their cellphones have been saying that there are too many pages.
I'm sorry?
I don't really know what's the cause of it.
Even though everyone took the trouble to visit Dokutsubo.
I feel like printing out the pages and personally mail them to everyone...
Also, for the many message mails and New Year Greetings, thank you very much!
And there were a lot of questions being asked as well.
I'll just answer one of them quickly!!
☆ Regarding the album release time frame
Since I have not talked about it in detail with YUI, nor Boss, nor Icchi☆
So I can’t answer that too specifically.
Currently, we're still undergoing pre-production, The song creation process.
(but honestly, it's like that throughout the year)
We're still in the state of catching up with everything Up till the recording process.
But no matter how rushing it is, I believe there is enough time till the goods have to be delivered.
Beyond this point, it will take at least 3 months but within this 1 year...
so ...can everyone accept this kind of answer?
"1 week after GLORIA’s release, an official notice about the album!!" I can tell you for sure that there would NOT be something like that...
I'm sorry.
Also, questions about tour and such Somehow... Even if you ask me...
So, the real information, I'm sure will be announced officially. Please wait for it patiently alright.
HISASHI KONDO
Was that too serious? Or a question that makes you laugh?
Questions on stuff that are difficult to talk about, There are quite a lot of them here for the past few days
"How can I debut as an artist?" Surprisingly, there are quite a lot of questions like this too.
About this, First thing you can try is by sending Icchi☆san a demo tape I suppose.
so ...can everyone accept this kind of answer?
I'm sorry.
Dewa.
TOPIC 02: YUI STAFF DIARY (11.01.2010) translation Credits to Kippei for the translation!
CD sample
Everyone. Good day!!
It's really [Cold]. Is everyone all right!?
Well, today we'll let everyone have a look at GLORIA CD Sample!
The entry postcard for ⌈Original.Mug&rfloor is included properly in a well designed package!
We'll be waiting for a lot of reply from the applicants.
Thank you for the comments on the airing of ⌈GLORIA&rfloor! Next week is finally the release.
Looking forward to it excitedly.
By all means, please take good care of us again!
Also today is the Coming of Age Day.
To those who is finally an adult Congratulations!!
Please take care, This year lets give it our best too~
Well then.
Adieu~~
13.01.2010 - Snow! Albeit only a little but still snow!
TOPIC 01: LISTEN TO ME • I am so awesomely single, it is depressing. • I am so against the idea of being in a relationship with any guy other than Jiyong oppa, it is depressing. • I am so damn depressing, it is depressing. • I don't need depression when I have my Jiyong oppa, but I still feel depressed. • Relationship can't be a good thing unless it is with Jiyong oppa, and that seems kinda depressing too.
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I really need those damn remedies, if they ever exist.
TOPIC 02: ...AND I STILL HAVEN'T FINISH SAYING CONGRATULATIONS! I am dumbfounded. (This topic is related to the first topic.)
I just, yes, just found out Leon Chua and Jolyn Sim, both my partners-in-crime during primary 5, USED TO BE TOGETHER.
A bit of explanation is needed here. I wasn't exactly quiet and innocent and all that during my primary school years, and primary five was my best year in primary school despite being labelled the most lazy person in class for refusing to do any work during class.
My so-called partners-in-crime had some bad, but unique traits of their own too. Leon used to be a crybaby. Jolyn (who literally shared the same name as me, but many years ago we were sworn enemies) did everything wrong. She got onto the wrong side of me, which is why we used to be sworn enemies.
Anyway. It was a short period of time but they were together. I'm not saying it's unfair or whatnot, I'm not asking Leon to be my boyfriend, thank you very much (I still can't get crybaby Leon out of my head), I'm not saying they can't be together.
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And yes. Sadly I am currently consumed with one of the seven sins now.
14.01.2010 - he heard me! *squeal*
I'm going to brag for a bit now, so GDfan/GDaddict can skip the next paragraph, if you please.
Hubbie heard me! He heard me he heard me he heard me~! I'm happy happy happy again. So very very very happy! I feel like singing GARA GARA GO! all day, lalalalala! BIGBANG rocks the night, oh eh oh~ (GD's voice is so damn sexy), listening to my mp3 rip of Music Station and SBS Gayo Daejun! OK, crazy mood over, people!
G-Dragon updated his Me2DAY at last, after a torturing thirty-nine days! He posted up a picture of a mountain, and teased us about BIGSHOW 2010. It! Is! A! Cause! For! Celebration! Ah, I'm getting dizzy from all the excitement. Ann, forgive me! It's G-Dragon's mini concert in room 5 of Jerred House tonight, like it or not!
Speaking of which, my Shine A Light badges came today! I pinned the I ♥ GD one onto my pencil case, announcing to anyone who will care Jiyong is mine mine mine, because he's just so damn fine~ Listening to Butterfly, I just want to melt whenever I hear this song!
Woo~ Whee!
15.01.2010 - Shout to the world in your wonderful voice SHINE A LIGHT! The rest of my Shine A Light mercs arrived today! The T-shirt, 5 pieces photos and pamphlet! I love all of them!
The photos are going onto the wall once I figured out how to minimise damage to them by blue tack, the T-shirt is going onto my hangers (with the white NII Qualified Heart Campaign shirt) and the pamphlet is going to be so love loved LOVE! Lovely photos of Jiyong inside ^^
There was another entry on Jiyong's Me2DAY, but it was posted by playful SeungRi. I love his Strong Baby days, because Jiyong looked so cool when he perform with his makanae.
So. I've decided to include at least one picture in my posts. Why? 
