Took me long enough, but yeah, I have just realised it. I have to stop lying to myself, really. The end is now. I feel it, but what frustrated me is why I can't let go.
I have hold in my anger for too long. Too angry. At him, but mostly at myself. Knowing perfectly well what is happening but choose to ignore it, to pretend it is not happening. I am a fool.
Coming to this realisation, I am just another prisoner waiting for the dreaded death sentence. Waiting for the day he will properly tell me it is the end. I will not scream, will not want vengeance, because it is clear from the very beginning this is how the ending is going to be like.
No other song can describe my feelings more now...
Take A Bow Leona Lewis
Ohhh, oooo...
The flowers are all faded now Along with your letters They will never see the light of day Cause I'll never take them out There's no turning back It's for the better Baby I deserve more than empty words And promises I believed everything you said And I give you the best I had Oh
So take a bow Cause you've taken everything else You played the part Like a star you played it so well Take a bow Cause this scene is coming to an end I gave you love All you give me was pretend So now take a bow...
The future's about to change Before you know it The curtain closes Take a look around There's no one in the crowd I'm throwing away the pain And you should know that your performance Made me strong enough
So take a bow Cause you've taken everything else You played the part Like a star you played it so well Take a bow Cause this scene is coming to an end I gave you love All you give me was pretend So now take a bow...
Well it must have been slight of hand Cause I still can't understand How I could never see Just what a fool believed Mmmm
But the lies they start to show Tell me how does it feels to know Right now that I wont be around So baby before where ever you are
Take a bow Cause you've takin everything else (you've takin everything else) You played the part like a star you played it so well (so well) Take a bow Cause this scene is coming to an end (End) I gave you love All you gave me was pretend So now take a bow
Take a bow Cause you've taken everything else You played the part (I gave you all my love) like I star you played it so well (I gave you all my love) Take a bow Cause this scene is coming to an end I gave you love (Ohhhh) All you give me was pretend So now take a bow
