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Hi! I'm Jolene Cynthia, or xinping2016. I'm a Bruneian reading Geology in the UK.

This blog is of my personal experiences and thoughts. I also have a Tumblr blog where I reblog aimlessly.

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Posts for October 2008

the eye of the storm

Oct 29, 2008


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I recommend a visit to Yeet Yang's blog. His latest posts are really cool. Yeet Yang, please don't forget to say thank you. Hahaha. *evil*


Some really cool news - I am staying at Brunei Hall for my half term and guess what? It snowed last night! Seriously! No mirage! It really was snowing! Ask Saidi if you don't believe me! I know I don't have any pictures to prove it really did snow, but I bet you Saidi will had taken some, him being so easy to please and all.


Last night's snow was like a dream. This morning all traces of it was gone - melted and evaporated in the warm rays of the sun. It was magical yet infuriating.


Meanwhile, I am struggling with my prep and revision for the upcoming Human Geography Test. Can you believe how hard it is to study at Brunei Hall? I didn't notice it before but it's so damn noisy here (even after the loudest volume on my mobile phone - and I'm wearing earphones!!) I can still here them! OMG!! So I resort to studying in the afternoon, when almost everyone is out and there are no people in the dining hall.


Today while doing my prep I was stuck at a question which costs 23 marks. I thought I had seen it wrong because it was a Chemistry prep, not a godforsaken Geography prep. But, no. There it was, bright and clear. 23 marks. For a question.


AQA, you are one helluva evil exam board.

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another confession

Oct 27, 2008


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It's nothing to get excited over, mates. (A particular friend: Yeah right. Just so you know, this girl get confessions once in a blue moon, although she's, er, popular. *sarcastic* So it's no use telling us not to get excited. Because we oughta be.)


Anyways, the confession in question is...*drumroll*...the Monky Wonky Kawachi Koala's. Haha. Have fun figuring out who that is, guys! *wink* And I'm going to sit here and see what happens next.

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my Autumn Half Term Interim Report

Oct 24, 2008


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Chemistry - A9
Further Mathematics (C1) - A9
Further Mathematics (C2) - A9
Further Mathematics (M1) - B8
Geography (Physical) - C8
Geography (Human) - C7

The said person's comments: Oh my god. Now that's kinda unexpected. My Chemistry tutor, Mr Brown, well rumours said he gave everyone an A9. As for Further Mathematics, I didn't expect A9s either. Just so you know, M1 is mechanics and I absolutely sucks at them. As for Geography, please understand that I am working on it. I will score better for Geography next time. I will.

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being totally random...

Oct 08, 2008


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This is to you all, friends, aquaintance, teachers, cousins, uncles, aunties, enemies, siblings, parents, grandparents, etc.



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This is the colour of my heart

Oct 07, 2008


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Colors of the Heart

UVERworld
Blood+ OPENING




[日本語]

あの日僕の心は 音もなく崩れ去った

壊れて叫んでも 消し去れない記憶と

暗闇が 瞳の中へと流れ込む

もう色さえ見えない 明日へと沈む



分かり合える日を 止めどなく探した

失うためだけに 今を生きてく

もう駄目だと 一人孤独を抱いても

If you turn on the lights…

光へ 照らしてく



※「願い続ける想い いつか色づくよ」と

教えてくれた心に生き続ける人

何もかも 必然の中で生まれる Colors※

もう一度この手で 明日を描けるから



いつの間にか僕は 失くすことにも慣れ

手に入れた物さえ 指をすり抜けてく

涙が枯れる前に 聞きたかった言葉は

今は誰かを救うために

It’s all your fate. You gonna do that.

「光が強くなれば 闇も深くなる」と

気づいたとしても 恐れることはないよ

何もかも 心の果てに生まれる Colors

もう瞳を開いて 見つめられるから



悲しみの Breath

それは探してた色を滲ませるよ

音も立てずに



(※くり返し)

もう一度照らすよ 光の指先で



Just drawing… Colors in light and darkness

And take it… Colors in light and darkness

今は届かない優しい色も

全てはまたこの手で 描き直せるから



[ENGLISH]

On that day,

My heart crumbled in silence

Even though I scream at being broken,

Inerasable memories and

Darkness flow into my eyes

And I sink into tomorrow

Whose colors can’t even be seen anymore



I searched endlessly for the day of reconciliation

Only for the sake of losing it

I will live for the present



Even when it is useless and I embrace solitude alone

If you turn on the lights (If you turn on the lights)

I will shine towards them



“Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors”

that’s what I’ve been taught

To be a person who continues to live with this in the heart

Because COLORS are born within anything and everything inevitable

I will paint tomorrow once more with these hands



Before I knew it, I became used to the things I've lost

Even the things which were placed into my hands slipped through my fingers



Before my tears dry up, the words which I wanted to hear

Are now for the sake of saving someone

(Its on your fate, you gonna do that!)



“If light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper”

Even if I realized that, I have nothing to fear

Because COLORS are born at the end of just about any kind of heart

My eyes are already open because we were gazing at each other



The BREATH of sadness, I was searching for that to stain it in colors

Without raising a sound

“Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors”

that’s what I’ve been taught

To be a person who continues to live by this in the heart

Because COLORS are born within anything and everything inevitable

They will illuminate once more with the fingertips of light



JUST DRAWING... (JUST DRAWING...) COLORS IN LIGHT AND DARKNESS

AND TAKE IT... (AND TAKE IT...) COLORS IN LIGHT AND DARKNESS



Now, the gentle colors which could not be reached

With these hands, I will use them to paint and fix everything again

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I miss you guys!!

Oct 05, 2008


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Yesterday afternoon I received a very apologitic message from Farhan the joke. He apologized for a verrrrrrrrry late reply (hmph!) and gave me a 90 degrees bow, so I forgave him. Actually I was quite amused by the bow.


Anyways, to you guys who thinks I'm a cold, heartless friend who don't contact anymore, you are sooooo WRONG!! I miss you guys like crazy. Shen with her many crush(es). Qays and Farhan with their weird humour. Daya and Zimah with their hyper-ness! Ainal with her obsession over DGray Man (or is it something else now?). Khy with her amazing patience. Yamin with his 'arrogance'. Adie and his tendency to get stressed easily. Zudin for his 'dumbness'. Ismah and Inarah with their sort-of mafia-ness (this is NOT an insult!!). Ivy for her patience. Yu Heng for his 'dumbness' (another hopeless case here~). Solon Chong for making me angry! And you've gone and make others angry too, flynig off to Canada without telling anyone. I KNOW you'd been plotting this for months. I KNOW.


Some pics to show you guys just HOW I miss you!


[click to enlarge]2003 Arts and Handicrafts Centre school trip[click to enlarge]2006 Additional Maths gang with Miss Yulia[click to enlarge][click to enlarge]clockwise from top: Yu Heng | Saidi | Solon | me[click to enlarge]the "we love Ping" gang...hehe

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