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G(you)Ri. #00

Apr 12, 2010


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WARNING! FANFICTION ALERT!

Title:
G(you)Ri.
Author: sunhi2016 - that's moi
Disclaimer: I do not own BIGBANG and 2NE1. Blah.
Genres: Drama/Angst/Romance
Pairings: G-Ri.
Summary/Synopsis: It's always hard to handle if you found out the deepest secret of your loved one.

Author's Note: PLEASE PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU LIKE! >,<

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chapter zero_my heart's tragedy.

"Lene."

It's his voice. The one I'll recognise any where. It's deep and it sounds worried. Worried about me? No way. No way the Heartbreaker song way. I must be hallucinating. Hearing his voice.

"Lene? Lene. Come on. Wake up."

No, this couldn't be happening. I'm dreaming, right? How could he be here? My eyelids fluttered open, even though I don't want them to. Afraid of shattering the dream. Afraid his delicious voice will fade away like a puff of smoke.

His face hovered over me. He looked worried. Let out a sigh when I looked back at him. Relief? No time to think. I squealed, hating my squeal, and moved away from him. Seriously, Jolene. You are so dumb. Why are you moving away from him? Isn't he the guy you claimed to be your husband?

Because. He is Kwon Jiyong! The superstar! And how can I not freak out? And how the hell did he know my nickname? How? What? Why...? ...OK, I'm confused.

He sighed again. "Lene." Shook his head. His perfect face frowning. "I brought you back from Seungri's. You...fainted."

Ehh...? I...fainted? Then I remembered what I saw before blacking out. Not something for my eyes. Not for anyone's eyes for the matter. And my heart shattered. Into a million shreds that pierce my whole body. It hurt. Oh, Jiyong oppa. You are such a heartbreaker. As expected, really, but why am I so sad...?

"Are you OK?" He asked. He sounded genuinely concerned. I couldn't worry him. No. Who am I to worry him, the superstar. I shook my head.

"OK." He looked around my dorm room uncomfortably. "I really should go now. Are you sure...?"

"I'm fine, Jiyong oppa. Thanks for worrying about me." That's right, Jolene. You are doing it right. Good girl. In a few moments, after he left, you can go as hysterical as you want. But only after he left.

He smiled. Turned to go. Stopped. "Well...see you around then."

"Jiyong oppa...?"

He stopped. Turned around. Looked at me questioningly.

"How...how did you know my name...?"

He smiled again. The teasing smile in the flesh. "Ah...Daesung told me." Then he was gone.

I stared at the door for...I don't know for how long. But I do know it was long enough for him to be far away enough not to hear my sobs. My wails. These ugly sounds I emitted from my throat. Oh god. I had never been in so much pain. Please. Make them go away. I want to forget. Forget what I saw at Seungri's house...it wasn't meant for me to see.

Nobody heard me. Nobody knows why I am in pain. Nobody here to unconditionally love me, comfort me like last time. Nobody.

I miss you, daddy. I know I am selfish, but I wish...I wish you were here...


So it's Lene's POV for chapter zero, but I promise some action in chapter one!!!

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